raspberry.

why do you plant seeds?

I think everything that can happen will eventually happen in the universe. As long as the chances are not Zero, then it must eventually happen or it was actually a probability of zero.

I also believe that there is not a zerp percent chance that my "soulmate" exists.soulmate is somebody who is perfectly compatible to you. i dont believe this is a reincarnation or destiny or magic type of soulmate— I think this is a combination of nature and nututre. Somebody's brain chemistry and history is pefectly compatible with someone else's. soulmate.My intuition tells me that by the time I am 20, I will have already met them, and I think I have.

Dear raspberry, I think you are my soulmate

however, i ddid not play my cards correctly nor were we iin the right time or place. isnt it ironic how we met? if i told you then youd know who you are, and i wwwant peace for you. I dont want to taint the life you should live. im alright with the idea of never falling in love because the wave of grief i aam hit with even just thinking about it gives me an idea of what that type of future would feel like.

writing like this to you, iin these little seed pods, iis enough for me.